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[25 Feb 2005|11:39pm] |
karma bit me in the ass about fifty times this week.
i guess you get what you deserve.
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[17 Jan 2005|10:52pm] |
dear anyone with a penis,
i hate you. i would like for you to die. okay? thanks.
sincerely, liz
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| this is blade, laser, blazer, and michelle. |
[02 Jan 2005|11:29pm] |
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apparently myspace hates me, and makes up lies that i already have people added when i don't. so add me? please. i don't want to be a myspace reject or anything. ha. http://profiles.myspace.com/users/4880823
weekend was very chill. last night i met with my love zach at coffee. havent had one of those spend all night at coffee deals in a long, long time so it was quite enjoyable. exactly one year ago today zach and i went to go see kottonmouth kings. i cannot get over that. a year! that's insane. weird to think how much has changed for the both of us since then. oh, and andy came later on to give me my wife shirt. finally. im going to pimp the shit out of that motherfucker. today i worked a double, and afterward stopped by coffee again. linds, zach, emo face jesse, and paul were there. good times.
so yeah i went back to work today. realized how much i really do like that place. i just need to be nicer to people. ive been evil the past few months, but i cant help it. some people are just stupid. i guess its about time i start getting along with the AGM too. yelling in eachothers faces every night just does not cut it anymore. besides, theres no reason to hold grudges. life's way too short.
lindsay and i officially dropped ourselves from the uc club tonight, and formed WHUC. hell yes. operation f.t.p. in full force.
school tomorrow? lame. i dont give two shits about school anymore. its going to suck because my whole schedule changed, but whatever. four and a half months and im done bitches.
p.s. you dont intimidate me sweetie ;)
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| drop it like it's hot |
[01 Jan 2005|11:05am] |
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exactly two years ago today i moved to arizona.
yeah, im back. thank god. the trip was.... long. i dont even remember half of what i did. i do, however, remember that the day we got there it snowed like no other followed by a -6 degree wind chill, which was pretty cute. hmm, saw wicked for the second time. such a good play. christmas eve was nice. christmas was good. got a cute coach bag from my mom. saw meet the fockers. spent several nights in the city with my mom. saw the lion king which was different, but enjoyable. saw the movie closer. very weird and very sexual considering julia roberts and natalie portman were in it. went a little crazy in tiffanys and spent some 300+ dollars. bought garden state and napoleon dynamite both of which i watched on the plane yesterday. walked around the city in about 15 degree weather, which was brutal. family dinners blahblahblah. spent 12 hours in the airplane/airport yesterday. didnt get home until late, and with jet lagg, four hours of sleep, and sheer exhaustion, i watched american beauty and went to sleep. no new years celebration for me.
( its not cool to take pictures of yourself in new york )
lets see.. my dad's getting remarried. which is strange, but good. weird to think that this summer i will have a step mother, and two step sisters. theyre a really nice family though. very italian, and very brooklyn-esque. a lot of laughs. my second cousin is going to asu next year too. ironic, but cool i guess. strange that everyones growing up. i saw some cousins i havent seen in years, and i couldnt even believe how much they matured. that's life i guess.
anyway, happy new year. 2005 will be a good one.
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| its cool to contradict yourself. |
[19 Dec 2004|01:27am] |
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last night was definitely fun.... minus the very end, but shit happens.
linds and i hung out with kevin and his fraternity brothers. hot. then ahkils party. i think anyone ive ever met in my entire life was at the party. holy shit. a lot of fun though. cops came pretty late considering how many people were there. after we decided to go to los favouritous. and.... yeah. very good times. tonight was just chill. slept for about three hours. then met up with jen and johnny at a party, but dipped soon after because i still didnt even finish packing.
pictures
im not looking forward to tomorrow. six hour plane ride with a two hour stop in nashville. not cool. although, my mom is awesome and got me a portable dvd player so i can watch movies and whatnot. im sure i will post while in new york, but if not... merry christmas, and stuff.
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| "holy shit. i think the car just fucking died. and that's definitely a po." |
[13 Dec 2004|11:21pm] |
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l-unit is back in town for the week. she came in friday night, and we went to seattle espresso for the first time in a good three months. walk in, and KERRI'S WORKING! that was exciting. but the place has changed so much. prices, people, layout. it was strange being there. saturday we went shopping. saturday night we went to a party with matt and sean in guam, literally. good to see those two. it's been a long, long time. the party was fun. matt was really drunk and didn't notice we jacked his bottle of whiskey. ha, whoops. and of course, there is no saturday night without our boyfriend. ( guess who's back. )
tonight was good. had dinner and smoothies on mill, then walked around a bit. jammed to my super cool dance rap party preparation cd. dedicated 99 problems, and mastered the lyrics to you's a hoe. lindsay and i purchased each other our very first flasks from urban outfitters. "this is the start of destruction." haha, kidding. afterward allen smith came over. wow, he's so nice and so successful for his age. kudos to him.
anywho, ive been thinking about next years living arrangements. i figure i have my entire life to live in an apartment. so yeah, im living in the dorms. i was talking to this guy at a party who's dorming at asu next year too. when i mentioned manzanita his response was, "are you kidding? if you touch a wall, you get an std." haha, so im thinking a negative on that. he said to room at sonora, but someone my mom knows mentioned cholla. i looked it up on the asu website... very cool. more of an apartment, but that's okay because it still is a dorm. three roommates, two bedrooms, a full bathroom, kitchen and living room. i don't know though. suggestions, please?
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| "wait, wait, wait. this is not my house! i do not live here!" |
[05 Dec 2004|11:10pm] |
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last night was chill. crystal and i went out after work. aside from halloween i havent done any driving, so i decided i should. broke into garis' house for clothes. went to university houses and picked up ryan. met up with jenny at the villages for a whole five minutes. went to another party for a whole ten minutes. picked someone up from there. went back to university houses to scott and beaus. awkward? yes. of course we not only had to bring up beau, but jesse coe as well. after that we went back to the original party. started heading home, but had to make a pit stop because someones drunk ass was at the bar and needed to be picked up.
i have a lot of last minute school work to do this week that i am definitely not looking forward to. crazy to think that half of senior year is over. four and a half months left motherfuckers. i cannot wait.
things are changing again, and i dont like it. i hate change. i guess its life to have things finally be comfortable, only to be interrupted by change.
i still havent begun my christmas shopping. whenever i go to the mall, i end up buying things for myself. but i think im just going to wait and go when im in new york, which is only two weeks from today. not too happy that im going for my entire two week vacation, but none the less it should be a decent time. going to see two broadway plays, spending a few nights at the marquee, then christmas.
my bestest friend comes home next saturday. let the black sheep adventures begin.
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| "skidamarinkeedo is a sex position." |
[30 Nov 2004|11:14pm] |
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why the fuck are guns legal? seriously. what kind of idiot allows just anyone to buy a gun? im sorry, but bush better get his act together. there are six times as many deaths involving firearms, then there are illegal drugs. hmm, interesting? yeah. maybe stop putting all your effort into the 'drug war', which will inevitably only affect the person using, and start thinking about the 30,000 innocent victims who are shot and killed each year.
so i jumped on the bandwagon and bought he's just not that into you. every girl should read it, and live by it. it's basically blatant common sense. perks of being a wallflower has a good quote... "we accept the love we think we deserve." so true. girls really need to raise their standards. it's not okay to let someone walk all over you. it's not okay to make excuses, and accept broken promises, so little as a phone call. no matter who you are, you deserve better. and a lot of people fail to realize that.
um, who wants to be my holiday boyfriend?
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| "oh shit. i just got a booty call." |
[21 Nov 2004|11:07pm] |
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last night was cute. crystal alyssa britt jess and i went to a few parties, then crashed at britts for the night. so many laughs. it was definitely a good time.
i went shopping both friday and saturday and i was extremely disappointed. winter clothes are so ugly. and the few things that are actually cute, are ridiculously expensive. theres no way im about to spend 80 bucks on a denim jacket im only going to wear for one month.
saturday morning i discovered the coffee rush, which is the cutest coffee place ever. definitely the new seattle. their drinks are amazing, and theyre cheaper. its on ray and dobson, which is closer to me. and the outside seating is on the lake so its beautiful.
im excited to go christmas shopping. i tend to be greedy with my money, but i absolutely love buying gifts i know people will appreciate. i have 850 in my bank account, and i get paid in three days so i have plenty to spend.
( three random pictures )
i have so much more to say, but im running on about an hour of sleep and a double shift, so the energy level is at zero. goodnight.
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| did you just call me a goat? |
[15 Nov 2004|10:45pm] |
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last week was probably the worst week ive had in a long time. ive never been so angry that i had to walk away from a situation in fear that id resort to physical violence until then. thankfully its over. come this friday afternoon, things will be smooth sailing. my birthday is next wednesday. cali from then until sunday. two weeks of school after that, then midterms. then second semester aka NO MORE SCHOOL. okay, im kidding. but second semseter senior year... hahahaha.
i hate when girls throw themselves at guys. jokingly, i do this with people at work. JOKINGLY. i could never seriously show signs of obvious obsession with someone i barely know. its plain desperation which, in my opinion, is synonymous with stupidity.
for the most part, i made up with almost all the people i had been arguing with. theres still a handful that i will probably never get along with, and im fine with that. ive come to terms with the fact that not everyone gets along. theres a lot of immaturity, jealousy, backstabbing, and deceitfulness out there, and theres no way i would subject myself to that kind of bullshit.
i went to go visit jake the other day. im not quite sure why, but i did. unfortunately, the sprinklers were on over his grave so i didnt get too close. this may sound strange, but the cemetery was beautiful. i guess because ive only been to one in new york that's huge and surrounded with shadowing trees that make the entire atmosphere really dark. but valley of the sun is small, bright, and open. theres really not much of anything around it, and considering i was the only person there it was nice and quiet.
lindsay uploaded pictures from the week before i left for ny this summer. i forgot how much fun we had. and i forgot how fat i was. thank god for eating less and getting exercise. if im going to mexico this spring break and the carribbean this summer, i need to get toned, pronto.
( good times )
christmas is in the air. i love it.
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| "liz, would you stop hitting on the guy" |
[31 Oct 2004|11:12pm] |
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last night was complete drama. i ended up being the fucking driver. i drove all over the goddamn valley, and wasted my gas going to parties that were fucking lame. im still really mad, but whatever. i dont even feel like talking about it cause ill just get pissed off.
saturday morning wasnt too bad. woke up at around 7 to do the diabetes walk for jake. crystal mackenzie kelly and i got some mcdonalds breakfast and headed to tempe town lake. walk lasted for about two hours. i cant get over how strong jakes mom is. she always seems to have a smile on her face despite such a terrible loss. good for her though. after we grabbed some grub, and went halloween costume shopping. came home around 3. and everything went downhill from there.
( lets hear it for camera phone pictures. )
today i basically slept. watched halloween and the excorist. then went to work. halloween in arizona is so different. in new york everyone under the age of 18 would be out trick or treating the entire day.
my dads coming in two weeks. he always has the worst timing. the last time he came in was zachs movie premiere and party. this time its the weekend that jack films his movie he wanted me to be in. grrrr.
so i definitely do not want to go to school anymore. they sent me a letter home for missing too much of my first hour. haha.
i accidentally brought back the whole spitting at boys thing today. totally didnt mean it but you know.
twenty four days until my birthday bitches.
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| boston is lovely this time of year. |
[27 Oct 2004|10:35pm] |
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a few days ago i got a fortune cookie that read... "the near future holds a gift of contentment." im finally starting to feel it.
i really wish i had thought about this whole halloween thing earlier. im just now getting into it, and i have no idea what to wear. jessica and i are going shopping on friday, so hopefully we'll find something. im excited. saturday will be good times no matter what.
so my wisdom teeth are growing in, and the bottom left one got infected according to my dentist. oh god, it hurt so bad. i have seriously been living on advil and orajel this entire week.
lets hear it for paychecks. my last two have been 500 bucks each. fuck taxes though. those motherfuckers took out 90 each. i better get that money back at the end of the year.
i really want to see the grudge. movies like that make me shit myself, but i heard that its so scary i just have to see it. WHO WANTS TO GO WITH ME!
i can finally send pictures from my phone to my email.
( bam motherfucker. )
i have so many things to say, but im too lazy to type anymore. things are really good. im not too sure if for the right reasons, but nonetheless things are good...
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i have senioritis so bad. i seriously dont care AT ALL this year. in my four classes i somehow managed to pull three A's and one B in math. how that happened, i have no clue.
weve concluded that i am merely an "inactive" uc club member.
its hard writing public entries on here lately. i have no idea how but way too many people know about it. someone i have never met or seen in my entire life came up to me and said "oh, hey. i know you. youre boyslikeyou."
halloween's next weekend, and i have no idea what i want to do for it.
this thanksgiving were going to disneyland again. its become tradition i guess. then christmas in new york city. im excited. last year it was so beautiful.
i fucking love the format. and the garden state soundtrack. and falling asleep to my ipod.
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| thats not someone i would be chasing |
[17 Oct 2004|10:09pm] |
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i had an amazing conversation tonight that helped me learn a lot more about myself, and a lot more about situations in my life. im so thankful for the advice i was given, and im glad i brought up what i did. its strange to have such a deep conversation with someone i thought was a total jock/player/party boy kind of person. i guess stereotypes really aren't true.
so ive been thinking about garden state, and it really does have a great message. its better to risk pain and live then to just be numb to everything. i really should take a lesson from that.
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[17 Oct 2004|03:10pm] |
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im sorry but ellen degeneres is hysterical. i am obsessed with her comedy hours.
i finally saw garden state. i love movies that keep you thinking afterward.
this time last year things started getting crazy for me. i think it all started halloween night with my first trip to boston. followed by nights of finding nemo, and rolling on the floor petting johns shoes. and it all went downhill from there.
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i have really bad communication problems, and i think i should get some serious help for that. the main reason my dad and i are on two completely different pages is because i never communicated to him how i felt, or what i was thinking. and because of that we have no real relationship. and honestly, i dont think we ever will. and i never thought about it until now but this is whole communication thing is playing out in my social life. i think ive learned to disregard anything males ever say, because the one whos supposed to always be there for me, straight up lied to me over and over and over again starting from when i was three years old. and he'd always choose his girlfriend over me. and those are my two HUGEEEE insecurities when it comes to getting close to guys. being lied to, and having other girls. it strikes me odd that since ive moved ive liked about seven people, and even though it definitely could have, NOTHING happened cause i was too pussy to say or do anything about it. and its happening now with someone i really care about but am too afraid to say anything to so i just sit there and make like everythings okay, and let it all slip away. according to lindsay i do this all the time. and i finally know why. but i cant help myself. theres nothing i can do but wait to see how long the guy will actually stick around before having enough, and then to inevitabley be hurt in the end because hes gone, even though he was never really there on account of me not being straightforward with my feelings.
god, i suck.
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